There are men who live life so easily and there are those who need a little help. I’ll let you guess where i came. Unfortunately Mandy and Jon were people who suffered. I didn’t know about anything about life to be able to help them. I suffer from depression. I wish i didn’t. I’ve had it all my life though. When it takes control i give in and make decisionx i find hard to justify. I can’t find help anywhere. Even my own family won’t help me.
I feel as though someone is deciding my fate for me. I can do nothing about it. I’m just a prisoner.
I think if you are doing your best, that's all anyone can ask.
ReplyDeleteDepression is so hard, but you've got to keep talking, and talking and talking. I think you started this blog for a reason, and we support you! Hugs, and many more hugs...RO
ReplyDeleteKylie said it well and I agree. And I'm sorry for the pain you are going through.
ReplyDeleteSorry you're suffering Terry. I guess I was one of the lucky ones who found a way to manage the depression. It still comes back, it's never "cured". Take care xx.
ReplyDeleteDepression is a skilled and practised fibber. As Kylie says, doing your best is all you can do.
ReplyDeleteForget the black dog of depression and cheer England along as we whup the Belgian choclatiers. Come on England! Come on!
ReplyDeleteYou do the best that you can....by expressing your thoughts, your feelings, this way is of help to you...helping you be the winner. And, never lose sight of the fact...winners come in all sorts, shapes, colours and forms. :)
ReplyDeleteTerry, do yo feel like you hit rock bottom yet? Once you hit rock bottom, the only way is the way up. Think about all those who love you. That's reason enough to get out of the past and come into the present day. Those who love you feel as powerless as you because they feel they can't help you. Maybe it's your turn to help them feel useful.
ReplyDeleteI certainly not an expert in this field but I speak from the heart. Antidepressants only mask the problem, it does not address the root of the problem. If you could find that emotional seed from your childhood that is causing this depression, maybe you could find the answer. You have every right to feel happy again. Keep thinking positive thoughts of gratitude and it will help take away the sting of depression.
I know you have strength inside you, you have proven it to us many times. I care about you like all your blogger friends.
I may be always late in commenting every time but the 5 hours difference and my 3 hours morning work at the farm in the morning is the reason.
I hope you feel better today.
Hugs, Julia
Thanks Julia,
DeleteI know you mean well, but I can’t help how I feel. It’s always the same. I struggle and find it hard to deal with. There are other people who feel the same.
Th@nks.
Hugs Terry
DeleteJulia
In the same boat as you. Sometimes we just have to sit one out. And not blame ourselves. Wishing you courage, all the way from Amsterdam. X
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