I spend most of the day with my eyes closed. I’m not tired, in fact i’m very much awake. It feels so natural to me. To other people it doesn’t. They keep asking me if i’m ok. It’s probably as a result of my condition that i’m like this. I was never like this before the stroke. Now, i am. I quite happily listen to my ipad and close my eyes. Keeping them open is the biggest burden i face during the day. I keep them open just to see where i’m going. I suppose i must be a vegetable. If not now, then i will be in the future.You feel like you should suffer, but instead you just get a feeling of “it’ll be alright”. Oh, there’s pain and you feel it. You definitely feel it, but the pain has been with me for so long now that i’m used to it. I know that nothing will ever change as far as that’s concerned. I don’t believe we are ‘lucky’ to be alive. Mine is a different feeling altogether.put anybody in my position and ask them if they feel lucky...
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