Jenny wants to know what my motivation is. I don’t need any.
. What i need is a fucking miracle and it isn’t going to happen anytime soon. As much as i’d like things to be different they aren’t going to be. For some people the fact that they write everyday for a year is all the motivation they need and if it keeps them happy to do so then so be it.
i suffer from a stroke. It’s a severe one. My ability to walk has gone and so has my speech. I’m really messed up and there’s nothing i can do about it. I wish there was. I think of myself as Britain’s unluckiest man alive. I ordered a speech machine only to have payment for it blocked by my bank. I could pay for it. Instead my ipad had the updates section removed. Even though it wasn’t my fault i was made to suffer and suffer i did. It was a terrible experience for me. I will never live it down. My bank took it upon themselves to decide what was best for me. They stopped me from spending my own money. That’s so wrong.
The bank know i have a speech problem. Nevertheless they denied me buying a speech maker. How does that work? Morons! The last thing i need are more control freaks in my life - i have plenty of them as it is. Now i find that i have to take a course of anti-biotics. Would you Adam and Eve it? My whole life has been beset by bad luck.